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About Me Member Emotional Poet Dezzy76/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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My Worst.

Wed Jul 15, 2009, 8:46 AM
The past week and a half has been the shittiest. Ever. First. My grandfather dies. Totally unexpected. He fell down some stairs and hit his head. Not bad right? Well, just so happens, he had some bleeding going on in his brain. Doctors think he didn't feel pain when he fell because by time he got to the bottom, he was brain dead and barely breathing. We put him on life support on Saturday night. Sunday night at 10:30, we took him off life support. 10:43, he was dead. That was pretty shitty. Still trying to get over it. Then, come to find out, was his and my late grandmother's 25th wedding anniversary. So we think he held on until he could be with her. Anyway, on their anniversary, My...what do I call him? NonSignificant other? Yeah, anyway, I got into a fight with...His buddy? Yeah, John. But anyway, he's not talking to me. And like a fool, I got his name tattooed on the inside of my left ankle. Don't know what to do about it. AND! I had to go shopping for the funeral and while I was away, my friend Zach broke his ankle and had to have surgery. Also, the funeral planning is shit. It'll be a miracle if we all survive it. Still can't believe he's gone. Funeral's This Friday. Viewing 10am - 12pm and graveside funeral is 1pm. We're burying him next to my grandmother. Gregory Allan Clodfelter R.I.P

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I am so foolish and blind. I'm completely selfish when it comes to someone. I want to keep them for myself, but I just push them away. Aren't I stupid?

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Thanks for the favs!

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Wow Dez....this is a pretty gay place...nice name though. Suits you well Princess Dezzyraeee!!
-mucho amore galoree Jakee-poosee

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Hey been a real long time since I saw you hehe

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Hey been a real long time since I saw you hehe

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Love can be the ultamite key
and the power inside of you so
you can never be afriad of yourself
be who you are
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you want to touch me WHOOOAAA!! you want to love me WHOOAA! you'll never leave me WHOOAA OOH OHHH!! dont trust me, never trust me, never trust my pimp

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